This is so raw, I just found out today, but I find that when something is plaguing my mind I need to put it on paper or into cyberspace. I had a friend that was murdered!! Murdered, I feel like I am in an episode of 48 hours mysteries. This doesn't happen to people I know. This lovely lady had rebuilt her life in the last couple of years, she had divorced her husband and was working and raising her young daughter. She was a personal trainer, and had participated in some figure competitions, lots of hard work and dedication. She had that will and drive, she had avidly played sports and was very health conscious. She loved her little girl, who was an absolutely doll. Last we heard she was doing great and that life was treating her very well.
She was a dear friend but you know how the evolution of life changes and you sometimes don't see people as often, different interests or in different stages of life. That was what was going on here, but we talked about her often wondering how she was doing, how her daughter was doing and that life was treating her well.
We find out that her ex-boyfriend who was also in the health and fitness industry was the prime suspect, and just now that the investigation is deemed a murder/suicide. What a crazy senseless incident. I have had many bouts of tears today. thinking how sad my friend isn't going to be able to hug and kiss her daughter, she isn't going to see her grow up, she isn't going to live her life. She was 34 so young with so much life left to live. I don't understand how anyone could ever arrive at a solution of murder! And then to take your own life so you don't have to suffer the consequences. !@#$$$%% Coward!
I hope that my post doesn't offend anyone it is not meant to, I just feel like I need to get my emotions out!!!
Hang on tight to your loved ones!!!